Comparison follows my best friend around like a cat
that she doesn't own but she can't get rid of.
it climbs onto her shoulder and hisses into her ear
it clings to her with claws that she can’t shake away
That I can't pull off of her no matter how hard I try,
and I try
We lay together on the cold, white blanket called snow
the salty water running down her face mingling
We watch lazy grey clouds as they slink across the sky
and my best friend tells me she wishes she wasn't alive
to see everyone around her prettier, smarter, better
I turn towards her and see comparison laying on her chest, shivering
in the cold, weighing as much as
every mistake she ever made
I tell my best friend about the tears I would cry
if anything happened to her and I tell her
I would switch our places if I could
My best friend turns her head so that I am able to look
into her eyes overflowing with sadness that could fill
a fourth of the ocean.
She smiles as bitter as the
frostbite which stains her lips
and with fingers
red from the cold yet
red as a dying fires flame
she strokes its toxic fur
and comparison purrs
Madeline Burnah is 15 years old, but by May 2023, she'll be 16. She lives in Woodland Hills, Utah.
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